Yeah, it falls down for me when I think of the operations and ill health I've had. If that was karma from this life, it doesn't stack up. I'm fairly decent!
I don't really believe in past lives / religion. It is the only way karma would 'work' in relation to my own life (if that makes sense) but no, I don't really buy it.
I - same as some of you above have also said - like to think you reap what you sew in some ways though. I try to be positive, decent and a giver in life. It doesn't always come 'full circle' but I seem to have some great friends now (wouldn't have that if I wasn't decent) and a community of people on here/social media/around the things i do at Villa where it seems more like me than don't.
But even if things didn't come full circle karma wise, I feel better living life as I do. I read a book on Buddhism once. It was a philosophy not a religion to start with. I was carrying a lot of anger around with me really, friends at the time of my brain op were woeful (and it was pretty heartbreaking) plus putting up with all the ops etc.
The one thing that resonated with me - don't worry about others, just worry about yourself. if you open the door for something that's a positive thing you've done. If they don't say thanks, that's their problem. If you then get angry at them, you've got rid of your positivity and also have a problem.
Tired, not explaining it well perhaps. But it did help make me think a bit. Then again, it didn't just take a book on Buddhism, a positive thinking one I read also suggested similar and not to take our your issues on others
IF there was one religious thing I wouldn't mind believing it would be that this life is a test, a journey you have chosen in order to reach whatever the feck it is (enlightenment is the Buddhist aim). That would tally with how my life has gone illness/ops/pain wise. I think in that case, I must have been a right bugger in a previous life :3:
But no, I don't buy that.... nice enough thought though!
I like the pay it forward theory as well. Even if it is just setting a good example, picking up litter, holding a door, being pleasant with people. It sets a tone.