I've got some time for him, unlike some of you, as I know what it is like to have your career cut short and how shite it is when all of a sudden, you are sitting there trying to come to terms with it.
Fair enough, he's made for life (if he has been sensible) money wise, and he didn't have to retire at an age like boy wonder Gary Shaw did, but I was told he was always trying to get back, didn't accept his injury was 'it' and that it was tough to come to terms with.
Why is that hard to believe guys?
He wasn't one of the toxic players from that time, he was just injured and never got over his injury. I do wonder what happened at Villa in that he wasn't (I assume) insured and couldn't be paid off.
It is hard I guess, to understand a multi millionaire going through a tough time coming to terms with the end of a career, but that is how it looks and from private conversations with those at the club (as expressed a few times in this thread I think) it wasn't for the lack of trying, the fact he never made it back.
"I don't want to say I was depressed myself, because there are people I know who have had issues with their mental health and have suffered from depression and I don't think what I went through was on the same level.
I always tried to stay positive, and keep a smile on my face... but I needed help.
There was a time for a few months where I was coming into training just for a gym session on my own. Steve Bruce, the manager at the time, would sometimes see me and say to me "I am worried about you" but each time, me being me, I would tell him I was fine. I really wasn't.
I would go into the gym and tell myself "I am all right, I am all right, I am all right" but actually I had no idea how to deal with what was happening to me, and my body.
I am a very positive person, but you don't get taught how to deal with the end of your career. Never."