Basha73
Vital Football Legend
Gambling is one of the most insidious and destructive addictions in society and I can only sympathise with anyone who has had to experience it.Dunno - I would still put them in a similar category.
My dad was a gambling addict. He would mostly lose and then when he did, when I was a kid he would come home and beat the shit out of me (at least a couple times a week) and say it was my fault that we were poor.
We would regularly go for days without food despite him having a relatively well paid full time job.
When my mum eventually divorced him, he moved to the US.
He died when he was still working because he didn't keep up with his medical insurance because of gambling.
Despite working for nearly 50 years, the only 'assets' that he died with were a fold-up bed, mattress, TV, hob stove, a few clothes and personal effects and $10 in his wallet.
Because of gambling.
The real horror is that your experience would be seen as mild in comparison to some. It really is frightening how devastating it can be.